seventeen and aloneshe likes to pretend seventeen and alone by the-chemical-factory
she likes to pretend she is beautiful.
she likes to pretend she didn't forget
what color his eyes were.
she likes to pretend she still has
a million reasons to live.
she likes to pretend she still has him.
she likes to pretend she's not really dying inside.
he liked to write
he liked to write her love songs.
he liked to write her poetry about how
the stars were aligned for them.
[and oh, they were.]
lies rolled off her tongue, almost naturally and
she was never good at keeping secrets
especially not his secrets.
she told everyone about the boy with coke-eyes
and the almost-smile.
she told everyone about the boy who lived on the california shore.
she told everyone about the day the tide got too high.
she told everyone that he couldn't swim.
today she sits down with a cup of tea and
remembers the day they pulled his body out of the water.
his skin was cold, white and she stared at him as if
she was waiting for something
i can fight gravity.do you really want to know how im feeling?i can fight gravity. by thefireflyliberation
im breathing his name across my pillow every night. im sleeping with trembling hands uncurled, wishing only for them to be held against his. my mouth is swollen from biting my lip, the words caged inside, moth-wings fluttering against the back of my throat.
im tearing apart dictionaries because none of them have the definition that describes this. im throwing the radio through the window because none of the music feels right. my teeth are on edge and im on a wire. im hanging three hundred feet over a giant x thatll bruise like hell when i swan dive towards it.
and im courting dreams that dont make sense, kicking them down the stairs in the morning and watching them crumple on the floor. because theyre only useful when theyre broken, feeble and silent.
im running as fast as i can with blistered feet. if i dont let this catch me then i can pretend it
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